Thinking of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Just a song I can really relate to.
To watch the video go to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ebh6FL0vo44&feature=fvst

Flying without wings

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Brian:
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Delta:
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

Brian & Delta:
You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Brian:
So impossible as they may seem
Brian & Delta:
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know
Which one you let go
Delta:
Would have made you complete

Brian:
For me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
Delta:
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine

Delta:
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

Brian & Delta:
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Amar

Algo que aprendí este año es que el mundo es mas brillante, calido y feliz cuando uno aprende a amar.
Amar a su familia, amar a su pareja, amar su trabajo, amar a sus amigos...a amar su vida.
Suena cursi, pero amar deriva del sustanitvo amor, que deriva del latín A (sin) Mortem (muerte) = sin muerte, por lo tanto amor es eternidad. Amor es vida,
amar es vivir...... vivir mejor..... vivir plenamente.... es vivir felices.

Al fin y al cabo todos queremos ser felices en esta vida, es lo unico que todos tenemos en común.

al menos un momento

Tantas cosas que damos por sentado.
pequeñas acciones que para una persona ajena parecen insignificantes...
para la persona involucrada significará algo, al menos un momento:
una sonrisa. una ilusión. una esperanza en medio de un día gris.

Hoy decidí reflejar mi sonrisa.
para algunos pasará desapercibida... meintras que para alguien significará algo mas.
algo que ocasione una sonrisa, al menos un momento.

Amneris' Letter

I'm sorry for everything I've said
And for anything I forgotten to say too
When things get so complicated
I stumble, at best, muddle through

I wish that our lives could be simple
No, I don't want the world, only you
Oh, I wish I could tell you this face to face
But there's never the time, never the place
So, this letter will have to do
I love you

Antes

Antes de empezar ...yo te perdono
en brazos de este amor me estaba haciendo lodo
Antes de empezar me gustaría,
saber por qué este amor se hizo pesadilla

Antes de esperarte toda la vida
debes saber, eres el amor de mi vida
nadie me hizo tan feliz
nadie como yo te adoró
y las razones que nos separaron parecen pocas...

Antes de dejarte ir yo solo espero
que no haya sido yo, un desliz en tu camino
pues yo sabía hasta ahora..
que este amor era infinito

Pero hoy me doy cuenta,
que te esperaba aqui sentada aunque no haya nada.
y si te amé demasiado
logico, tomó tiempo olvidarte

Antes de acabar de despedirme
tienes que saber que no me marcho triste...
que no quiero herirte aunque me pierdas
ni que me hagas daño aunque me quieras

Antes de seguir con esta historia
de todo lo mejor, lo guardo en la memoria
Y antes de seguir con desengaños...
te dejo esta oracíon como único legado

Y con este verso te dejo libre y no te espero ya.... nunca más.

Our Fatal Flaw

The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw: my inability to change.

I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still... It feels safer somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected... Who knows what other pain might be out there, waiting for you. Chances are it could be even worse.

So you maintain the status quo. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn't seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You're not a drug addict. You're not killing anyone... Except maybe yourself a little.

When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that. The kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really close. Which, thank God, they never do.

But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever... that you'll never have to change again.

From: Ephram Brown's Essay on Everwood